So I put away the maternity clothes, but I haven't tackled the baby stuff yet.
I called about a support group but it looks like that is going to be a no-go. I wish the grief counselor from the hospital would at least have the courtesy to call me back.
I have done a little job networking this week, but I need to do A LOT more.
My house is slowly but surely getting cleaner.
I've tried a little to seek out support but I haven't really made any progess. None at all. So I'm starting slow. the killer tension headache I've been fighting all week has reminded me of how much tension I carry in my upper body. I realize that when I'm in any situation that makes me uncomfortable, I tense up and close off my body. I'm guessing I look like the most unapporachable person on the planet. My current plan is to just practice relaxing and opening up my posture. It works too. I had several chit-chatty conversations at the park yesterday without feeling like a social leaper. It felt good.
Today I'm going to make my follow-up doctor's appointment. I'll probably also do a little research on our options to prepare for it.
That's all for now.
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